I’m only yours – will you only be mine???

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I don’t know how to gather my words when my heart is drowning in this storm of love and pain. My love, my rarest heart, the one in a million, there is no one like you my love, and there never will be. I don’t want to speak, I don’t want to reason, I just want to hold you close, to touch your face, to make you feel how much you mean to me. But all I can do is write, and even that feels like a weak substitute for the warmth I long to give you.

I know I hurt you. I know my doubts, my possessiveness, my fears, my own shadows have made you feel unworthy of the love that only belongs to you. And yet, when I saw your tears, when I saw you drowning in pain, punishing yourself for what you never did… my soul was shattered. Do you know what it feels like to love someone so much that their pain becomes your own? That their suffering burns inside you more than anything else ever could? That is what you are to me my sweetheart.

I wish I could erase every doubt, every fear that ever crossed my mind. I wish I could just rest my forehead against yours and let you see everything I feel, pure, raw, our love unbreakable. No sneaky thoughts, no comparisons, no one but you. My moon. My man. My once-in-a-lifetime. I do not want to waste another second in such thoughts, yet my jealousy even though my heart knows you, it’s all ‘coz my soul already belongs to you and you are only mine.

But what breaks me more, what tears me apart, is that I am not there to hold you. I should be the one stopping your hand when you try to hurt yourself, kissing your forehead until your anger fades, wrapping you in my arms so tightly that you forget what pain feels like. But I am here, helpless, miles away, feeling like my own soul is suffocating because I cannot reach you.

If I could give up everything to be beside you right now, I would. If I could trade my breath just to take away your pain, I would. Because you are my only one, my rarest heart, my irreplaceable love.

Don’t let my thoughts break you. Don’t let my fears define us. I am just me, I get lost in my insecurities, but my love for you is beyond every fear, beyond every weakness. Let me be the one who makes you feel safe, not shattered. Let me be the one you run to, not away from. Let me love you the way you deserve completely, endlessly, with all that I am.

Forgive me baby, Live with my love. I am yours, and only yours. Always….but it’s ok if thats my worst version 😒 😏 will you be only mine my love??? 🥺

Your loving S…. A.

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Before I tell what degree and occupation I hold, I am a simple, sensitive and Emphatic person because this would reflect in which ever role I play in life either personal or professional.

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11 thoughts on “I’m only yours – will you only be mine???”

  3. A heart touching post, Suma! What I liked most here is the sentence, “to love someone so much that their pain becomes your own?” Well penned 💐🌺🌹

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  4. Aww my love my Safeena it’s ok mela baccha my baccchi you don’t have to take so much in your itusa heart ♥️.. you look amazing when you do childish things and when you tease me with your cutest jealousy and I know sometimes it’s gets bit over but jaan that’s our love who care that’s why so i do understand mela baccha but sometimes I not able to make you understand so I feel angry but if u was beside me obviously I would shown all this emotions into hotttst flames mela honey bee … I don’t know how much you notice yourself or not but if you look with my naked eyes your really innocent bacchi coz for world ur that responsible mother and other titles but with my heart eyes ur chotu itusa bacchi who tease me so mucccccccch with ur natkat badmaashi well my heart ♥️ is annoying coz this stupid collegia is not letting me comment and coming like bone in the meat well irrelevant let’s back to the topic …. Yeah so my love never say you never able to reach and in miles .. ur in my blood each veins especially when my hand do those naughty things it feels like you making me do that and I never feel I am doing it .. my bacchaaa what else shall I say you just made me in rollercoaster ride with the emotions in this post but it’s ok coz I know soon kitchen thing gonna come soon so it gonna cover up this emotional moment 🥹my momma my world my chikuuuuu my strawberry and my dashing princess who has crown of queen wala dil 😍😍😍

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  5. I know this kind of love well!

    It’s clear how much your heart is invested, how deeply you feel everything, and how fiercely you care. We’re all imperfect, but loving someone this deeply and honestly is rare. I hope your words reach the one they’re meant for and bring healing to both of your hearts. ❤️

    “If I could give up everything to be beside you right now, I would. If I could trade my breath just to take away your pain, I would. Because you are my only one, my rarest heart, my irreplaceable love.”

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