This pain still lives inside me, But I no longer fear it’s name. It comes and goes like the wind, Soft, but never quite the same.
My heart has cracks, it’s true, But light still slips through those lines. And in the quiet, I sit alone, Still breathing through the hopes.
I talk to my tears sometimes, They know my soul too well. But now, I leave a soft smile, Where the broken pieces fell.
Too many fears in my chest today, No blame to any, just in loudest cries. Just folded hands, closed eyes, And trust in the skies above.
Whatever this path may take, I leave it in God’s gentle hand. If He takes something away, It’s to help me understand.
So I walk, even if I’m too slow, With prayers as my silent guide. ‘Coz I know, what’s in my heart never dies, It just turns into changes with sacrifice.
It was your first evening stepping outside after the surgery. The sun was low, coloring the sky with soft shades of orange and pink, it felt like the sky itself was happy to see you again. I held your hand gently and led you toward Rose-land, a place I believed would heal your soul more than just your body.
The rain had just passed, leaving everything fresh and alive. The roses swayed slowly in the breeze, their petals holding tiny raindrops that shone like stars in the daylight. Their scent was warm and soft just like your perfume. A hug from the beauty of nature you didn’t know you needed until you felt it that pleasant atmosphere.
“Come,” I said, squeezing your hand softly. “Let’s walk slowly.”
You looked at me and smiled. You looked tired, but your eyes showed trust and peace. With every careful step, I could feel your spirit lifting. Birds sang above us, their sweet songs mixing with the sound of leaves whispering. Oh! my darling baby, It felt like nature had prepared this moment just for you.
We walked between rows of blooming roses. Each color seemed brighter than the one before. I pointed to a yellow rose that looked like pure joy, and then to a deep red one, full of love and life. “See?” I whispered, “These roses are cheering for you.”
The sky stretched out before us like a red carpet. The light from the sunset made everything feel soft and magical. The air was sweet, still holding the smell of rain and roses. I saw you looking toward the horizon, your face calm and glowing like a blossoming rose.
“Feeling better?” I asked, moving a little closer.
“Much better,” you said with a quiet but sure voice. You know, Safeena, “You are my best medicine.”
I laughed, gently brushing a raindrop from your hair. “And Roseland is your perfect cure,” I cracked a gentle joke, though I knew deep inside it was true.
We found a bench surrounded by the most beautiful roses. Sitting together, it felt like the whole world had paused to let us just be. I rested my head on your shoulder, letting the peace of the evening sink into our hearts.
“This moment,” I said softly, “is all about you. About you healing. About you feeling alive again from all the pain you have gone through. Every rose here, every bird’s song, even the setting sun… they are all celebrating you, my love.”
Why did you bring me here?” you finally asked, your voice curious. “Thorns don’t seem like the best idea when I’m recovering.”
I stopped and turned to you, brushing a leaf from your shoulder. “Because, my love,” I began, “life’s beauty lies between the thorns and flowers. These roses wouldn’t bloom so beautifully without the struggles of the thorns beneath them. Just like us. Just like you. Your strength and growth will always come from what you rise above.”
As we continued, the birds chirped a soft melody, the leaves whispered in the wind, and every step felt lighter. The thorns were still there, but so were the roses blooming with the kind of beauty that only comes from overcoming life’s storms.
And in that moment, Roseland wasn’t just a garden; it was a lesson. A reminder that every thorn holds a promise of bloom, and every struggle paves the way for something beautiful. Like you. Like us. Like life.
You turned your face toward me, your eyes full of love and voice certain. “Hugs and kisses for this,” you whispered, “my Safeena.”
“Always my baby.” I replied with a smile and tear filled eyes. “This is only the beginning of your healing. And I will be by your side for every single step.”
With tears, with prayers, with every breath in me…..to you my sweet strawberry 🍓 Love 🌷
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Do you know how many battles I have fought in silence? How many storms I have walked through with my heart bleeding, my soul screaming, just to keep our love alive? You spoke of your waiting, of your longing, of the pain that eats at you from miles away, and my love, if only you knew, if only you could feel the war inside me every single day. If only you could see the wounds I hide, the weight I carry, the fire I walk through just to take one step closer to you.
This love of ours, it was never meant for the weak. It was never meant to be simple. It is a love that shakes the heavens itself as it’s the story scripted by the almighty, that bends the fate, that challenges even time itself. And I have taken a step, a step that is nothing less than a miracle, a step that could only be written by the Almighty Himself again. A step that clears the path for us, for our home, for the life where I wake up beside you, not in aching distance but in the warmth of your arms.
I do not fear the battle, nor the sacrifices it demands, nor the storms that rise against me. Because at the end of it, you are there. You, my moon, my love, my only one in this entire universe. I would fight this world, I would stand against anything and everything, I would even give my last breath, if that is what it takes to be yours, not just in whispers, not just in dreams, but in the reality where I stand as your wife, where I hold our child, where no force on this earth can ever take me away from you.
I see you in pain, I see you struggling, sick and alone, and it kills me that I am not there to take care of you, to hold you, to soothe you, to be the warmth you need. I plea the heavens to heal you, to ease your suffering, to bring the day closer when this waiting will no longer exist. But my love, hear me, no storm created by man can stop what is written for us. No distance can break what the Almighty Himself has scripted. Our love is not a mere story, it is a destiny itself.
So wait for me, as I wait for you, as I fight for you, as I walk through this fire with nothing but faith and love in my heart. And when that day comes, the day when I finally stand before you, not as a distant lover, but as your forever, you will see, every battle was worth it.
I love you with a love that defies reasons, with a love that kneels down only to the God, with a love that no force in this world can ever break.
I don’t know how to gather my words when my heart is drowning in this storm of love and pain. My love, my rarest heart, the one in a million, there is no one like you my love, and there never will be. I don’t want to speak, I don’t want to reason, I just want to hold you close, to touch your face, to make you feel how much you mean to me. But all I can do is write, and even that feels like a weak substitute for the warmth I long to give you.
I know I hurt you. I know my doubts, my possessiveness, my fears, my own shadows have made you feel unworthy of the love that only belongs to you. And yet, when I saw your tears, when I saw you drowning in pain, punishing yourself for what you never did… my soul was shattered. Do you know what it feels like to love someone so much that their pain becomes your own? That their suffering burns inside you more than anything else ever could? That is what you are to me my sweetheart.
I wish I could erase every doubt, every fear that ever crossed my mind. I wish I could just rest my forehead against yours and let you see everything I feel, pure, raw, our love unbreakable. No sneaky thoughts, no comparisons, no one but you. My moon. My man. My once-in-a-lifetime. I do not want to waste another second in such thoughts, yet my jealousy even though my heart knows you, it’s all ‘coz my soul already belongs to you and you are only mine.
But what breaks me more, what tears me apart, is that I am not there to hold you. I should be the one stopping your hand when you try to hurt yourself, kissing your forehead until your anger fades, wrapping you in my arms so tightly that you forget what pain feels like. But I am here, helpless, miles away, feeling like my own soul is suffocating because I cannot reach you.
If I could give up everything to be beside you right now, I would. If I could trade my breath just to take away your pain, I would. Because you are my only one, my rarest heart, my irreplaceable love.
Don’t let my thoughts break you. Don’t let my fears define us. I am just me, I get lost in my insecurities, but my love for you is beyond every fear, beyond every weakness. Let me be the one who makes you feel safe, not shattered. Let me be the one you run to, not away from. Let me love you the way you deserve completely, endlessly, with all that I am.
Forgive me baby, Live with my love. I am yours, and only yours. Always….but it’s ok if thats my worst version 😒 😏 will you be only mine my love??? 🥺
The Evening in your thoughts…so pleasant 🌄 ——————————————————————– With a hot cup of coffee in my hands, ☕ I sat by the window, 🪟 lost in the hush of the evening. The weather was calm, the breeze was gentle, And above me, the moon was feeling shy.
Do you know why?
Because it saw me lost in your thoughts. Smiling, longing…and completely mad in your essence.
And you know??? I told it, Step aside, dear moon, Your glow is no match for his handsomeness. I told it, No wonder you shy away… even the sky knows, you can’t outshine my strawberry B…berry….babeee…🥰✨
And what did the moon say?
It just smiled, round and radiant… almost like your face when you tease me! But even then, it couldn’t match your cuteness, my habibi….sweetheart. 🤗💕
You are the favorite part of my night, the dream I never want to wake up from. I love you beyond the stars, beyond even the shy little moon. 🌙 👑💕✨
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He’s already written a couple of posts and guess what? So far, I’m the only subscriber and he says that’s enough because I’m his world. (I’m not crying, you are! 🥺).
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He is a published author of the books titled “Sins&Deeds” and “Life of EVA.” These two books are published internationally and available on prime selling platforms like Amazon.
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He: Ah, my love, finally rose from her dreamy kingdom… Did the stars envy your beauty last night? Or did the moon whisper my name in your ears? I hope your dreams were as soft as my kisses, as warm as my embrace. Now that you’re awake, the world feels alive again because my queen has returned. Tell me, my love, do your lips still carry the taste of sleep, or shall I steal it with my words? Missing you more with every breath… come, let me make your morning sweeter. ❤️🔥
She: Ah, my celestial poet, my king 👑 😘 do you always carry the beautiful universe on your tongue? Did the stars teach you to speak in constellations, or did the gods themselves carve your words from heaven to cradle this love as divine?
Your words felt like the first golden rays of dawn, I wonder, if I close my eyes again, will I find you waiting for me between dreams and reality? Or shall I let your voice in those words be the sunrise that kisses my soul awake?
Tell me, my love, if I send the wind to you, will it carry my love wishpers to you? If I let my heart beat your name, will the cosmos echo it back to me? If I ask the moon to spill it’s silver glow? Will it trace my name beside yours???
Come, my love let the universe watch in awe as we desolve the boundaries between heaven and earth.
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