Promises are Imperfect

He, who’s perfectly imperfect but real and practical.

Dear Love,

The statement or saying which you may say from your voice or you will be doing this definitely in future known as ‘promise’.

According to the entire world
Promise defines this way exactly.

In my perspective
Promise means I don’t promise.

I promise, I don’t promise that I promise to be perfect and make you always happy.

It’s a bitter truth of life.
Take anyone, any couple or any bond
For example family they knew you from the birth. Yet still you will hurt and make them sad with your actions. Not able to fulfil what you say as promise.

It’s in human nature itself .. even after knowing all the imperfections and all the flaws of each other. Still situations comes where they get disappointment and hurt.

So why human see “PROMISE” as perfection?

Promise is made up with the imperfect sinner souls which are we as human. So never keep expecting that promises always gonna be perfect.

So yes I don’t wanna promise this perfect promise to you.

Only I promise to promise that yes maybe I will let you down in some phase of life and I can’t always be able to make you instantly happy but one thing I can promise is this imperfect actions of our life to accept and respect equally.

So, happy promise day my soul & shadow.
Actually it should be happy imperfect promise day as we accept all our imperfect- tions yet keep this bond of us to be the strongest togetherness. Love…missing you.

She, who learnt only to accept everything that life throws at.

Oh sweetheart!

I need your presence
Not the promise
May be one day
We suffer and struggle
Into deep emotion
By breaking them up.

Better not to keep,
Such false promises.
Yes we are imperfect
Accepting them equally.
All broken ones are those,
In the list of lost world
Who might kept promising
And broke into pieces,
One day, when they can't-
Keep up the expectations.

Yes, instead of promises
Acceptance is important.
As we darely and deeply
Occupied each other's space.
Hope this would move ahead
Smooth with no rough ways.

Keeping just "Promise"
In case one day if you say,
"You own, I lost, so..
I don't have power to'
Tolerate your flaws"?

Not promise, heart will break
May be it gets real attack.
I love that we never keep
Any promises. Also I see
You never say thanks or sorry

Everything ends only between
Hugs and love how wow to feel.
Uniquely universal you are,
I may have many flaws...
But you made me to purify
Myself and be only for you.

Last but not the least,
Though It can be imperfect,
I would love to promise
Something perfectly.
If the day comes that makes you feel
I am your risk, never ever...
I would push myself into hell
But never cause any risk to you.

I respect and love you for-
Whatever you are, I never count your flaws whatever they can be.
May be one day, you overlook
Deep Into my heart to feel that.

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy.

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Love is as soft as Teddy

He felt his Teddy’s touch and wrote…


Actually people give teddy bears on this day but for me the real teddy bear is you. Very soft and squeezey way.

So you must be thinking just coz I’m soft squeezey way how can I be teddy bear ?

And also you must be thinking how you know ? As I never ever touch you.

So what if I haven’t yet touch you ?
The feelings and this emotions
Make my body temperature change
Without your touch.

When things gets bad
Soul and body both again gets affected
Without your touch.

Even impact my mind so much that I am
Unable to focus on anything. Without hug or touch if organs are so powerful like it can affect the brain, then why not this soul able to feel how amazingly softer you may be
when I am gonna hug and squeeze you.

Without your touch
I feel your touch
When I crave and express you.
And people who say Imagination is fictional,

Let them think
Only I may understand and you.
How this cravings make the imagination
So real as I feel every touch as yours.

I feel this teddy bear is in me
You are within me.
If imagination is not real,
Then people can never think due to imagination they were able to invent so many technologies. Thinking something is imagination that’s how human feels and lives.

Also when I talk to you verbally,
You open the eyes of my soul in new way.
Now I never wanna think of other possibilities and just want us to be one by hook or crook.

“You are my teddy bear”.
And I’m proud and blessed to have such teddy bear in my life.

Happy teddy bear day my…..

I see you being sad, I will be with you. “I am still ALIVE”.

She smiled, cried and replied to her Teddy 🧸

I read you and my reply right away, can only be tears baby. Loving to love you more n more. Each day, every minute & moment. Celebrating our true and deepest feelings in the name of Valentine’s week.

First time in life something, making me to feel sooo value for myself to be alive after hell of troubles till now. But it’s killing me to imagine what if the day comes demanding me to move ahead to hell, when you go away from me? this imagination is killing me soo badly.

I remember this quote I read somewhere which has in my mind since my childhood., “Imaginary fear is more dangerous than real experience” it’s soo true and feeling it as this is pulling me down soo badly.

Why did you dig those feelings soo deeply. Kill you...kill you....and it's like murdering myself if you ever leave me.

Now come and hug me feel the touch of your teddy. This heart is more softer than that, dont squeeze it hard by letting me live without you...❤️

You are alive in each beat of my heart
You are alive in each breath I inhale
You are alive in my every thought
You are alive in each blink of my eye
You are alive in each feel of my craving
You are alive in each fear I refer
You are alive in each stream of my blood flow
You are alive within me,
Until I am alive.
From this second to until my life's end and beyond.

I am mad of you, I can't resonate any such reason, imagination, situation or moment that will take you away from me. I am living with you feeling you within me every minute and moment soo madly....

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy.

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Flavours of True Love 💕 (must read)

He wrote to her:

Chocolates are not sweet,
It depends on the kinds
In the same way,
Feelings are not always sweet for us.

We may travel through dark, bitter moments at some point,
Just say when you or me lose our parents,
I don’t know how I would be able to make you better at that moment.

I may try to make you laugh –
Which may be worst thing to do,
May be I do nothing and give that grief space. You know, this heart won’t be in peace. As that moments this soul never want to see those tears tare you into pain.

This includes even me I don’t know, how I’ll be on that day when I am gonna lose my parents. But I want on such moments, our dark, bitter taste of flavoured phase. We should be One and able to handle each other.

Chocolates comes with expired date.
So some day you or me. Anyone of us
Gonna expire from this planet. I don’t know when but Yah, I pray either this expiration comes on the same day to us or I die first.

I think of our distance, later on I add up many things. In a lost way.

  1. Apart from distance, it’s a mystery if we ever gonna meet or not
  2. After that it’s about the circumstances as time and situations keep changing, will we be able to manage such time or will that time rule us?
  3. Time when you be a mother again and that Stage of those precious crucial 9 months and responsibilities of family, in-laws and ya your life partner
  4. All this plus protecting our bond with all of them, also when time you will be injured or sick in case or
  5. When your future kids cause you trouble or you going with issues of your family, in-laws, life partner or career or anything that comes in life

Everything is gonna affect on one thing that’s “TIME”.

And moreover, I don’t know how you will be, your nature based on these circumstances. This is also gonna impact with time.

I don’t know if we add all these things… how much time and in other words if you say how much or how many memories I’ll be able to make with you.

That’s why I keep on telling you that life is very short and every second is crucial and precious to me when it comes to you.

And you know, I always mention as your “Life Partner” I never mention ‘soulmate’ as life-partner.

You know why? “In chocolates kitkat can’t be a Cadbury dairy milk”.

Both May made up with coco
Which is sperm same material
But still they are not same.
Difference, perspective and thinking
Makes lot of impact.

So life partner can be everything
Able to support love and care
And be always 24 hours with you
Yet they can’t always understand you.
They won’t always be able to respect your choices and decisions.
At some point in time, they will fail to understand you as they have limits and boundaries. They can’t always accept what you want in life.

‘Soulmates’ are the same
Not perfect in everything,
Yet they always acknowledge in positive way even if it’s not positive thing. Either that’s your life choices or any situation.
They may not understand everything
Yet they will give heart to listen and respect it even though that thing won’t include any happiness to his soul. They still always have heart and be with you. Then either any mistake is forgettable or never forgettable,
They are like diaries. “Not always living together but still staying together as one soul”.

Today is chocolates day but for me.. it’s OUR DAY. Everyday belongs to us. Even the week .. instead of Monday to Sunday.

Our Day
Each Day is our’s untill our last day of breath.

Yes! I do have all these thoughts how we are gonna survive our journey based on all these obstacles.

Heart says only one thing.
The way in this present day you are able to survive. In the same way. Just have faith in this “bond of us as one”.

So happy chocolate day oops! I mean “OUR DAY” of chocolate memories with precious flavours of us 💕

What will she have to write back??

I am taring myself into tears
To read these deepest feelings.
Those metaphors scuse my heart,
It gives me pain to imagine,
That phase of "parting off"
Can't resonate with the reasons.

I only have tears, confusion, fear, feeling, missing, almost dying with all such mixed ups...
All together melting my heart,
Into a creamy bloody chocolate. No words, I can't write more,
I am almost lost, totally down.

Though we are independent -
With all the rights reserved,
To reach each other with no restrictions,
Still, we are strictly holding
And restricting ourselves
To preserve the peace to others.

Those are may be our family,
Any individual or parents,
Just to keep up the cultures,
Traditions or religious things
Sacrificing our hearts for all
I don't know what to name us.

May be I am for someone else,
Also you will be sure,
One day or other,
Soon or later but sure.
Not sure of hell or heaven,
Where the time takes us to be.

But, I am sure to be your's.
Except God and faith in him,
I have nothing to promise.
I keep up this chapter open,
Letting the time and fate to-
Write our epic journey together.

Irrespective of any existed -
Names for this love of us,
I would like to feel it as-
A blessing to have you for me,
Where I can mirror reflect,
Myself for whatever I am.

I was skillful enough to handle
My heart with many hurts to it
But, to carry these heavy- feelings of us with many
Blocks and obstacles to face,
I am soo week and can't make
A single day without you.

I know, the distance between us
Is like the Sky and Earth.
The universe is beautiful,
Just 'coz of them may be,
Likewise you & me and our togetherness. I am blessed.

Learnt to turn these tears
Into flowers and pray God.
Offering them at his feet,
Asking to be with us and
Bless us to meet one day.
May be at the heaven,
If not on this planet.

With tears and fears where there's no full stop

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

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Hearts are together!

She: Oye…!
Is today the Propose day?
Accept my proposal and
Be prisoned in my heart forever.
You did wrong giving me a Rose.
Now you will have to face me.
Be mine baby, you are my Blessing.

He: Love…
I am happy If I did wrong,
I am ready to face you anytime.
Yes, to be prisioned….
Where we both locked up.
In the flames of our feelings,
No escape, only keep up,
This bond beyond the measures.
We both are blessing for each other.


When he lay on her laps,
She leans up to his lips.
They look so cherry blossom,
Oh!Sweeter than lollipops
And colder than Ice cubes

His feather touch fingers,
Moistures her chubby cheeks.
The power in his eyes,
The fire in their feelings,
Awww that scenic beauty…
Steals the hearts away to imagine

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

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Loving Roses 🌹🌹

He: Wanna give u this rose and come closer to your lips and taste that lipstick and ur lips and look in ur eyes by holding hands wanna say happy rose day.

She:My dear ....., my love, my sweetheart,
I would love to turn -
Each of your sweet smile,
Each time you say that,
You love me more....
Every kiss that your lips touch me,
Each blink & wink of your eye at me
Every tease and tresure of our feelings,
Every beautiful moment we create
As my Garden of lovely roses
Happy rose day to my loving Rose.
I never know all these special days, Neither I celebrated anytime.

My tears are rolling out like pearls
My fingers are turning into flowers
Holding and molding each petal & pearl into an adorable bowl of my palms to place at the God's feet Praying to forgive all the sins  and accept devotional tears of prayers .....

I am holding my each falling tear as a petal of rose and sending it to you. Happy Rose day to "US"
Come more closer, let's kiss that Rose together and feed our lips more softness with it's petals.

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

Locked Memories

She’s just fine in his thoughts
Thoughts of locked memories,
In the middle of cold  mist
His soft touch of tendency
His arms were her warm room

As feelings were Flaunting
And fondings were flowing
Her snoring soul awaken
Her heart has drowned
Into the well of desire

Promising to her amour
Falling into his arms
Feeling the cupid touch
Hiding from his fiery looks
Hand in hand, with the bond

Decline to hide the moods
Two souls inclined as one
Her closed eyes wishpered
Her tears cried out the pleasure
'Coz his love was her treasure


She wanted to stop crying
But her tears wanted to dance
In the rain of a deep Pain,
Memories must be haunting
Nothing has changed ever...

Her heart has been stabbed
Her Voice has been muted
Memories have been locked
Thoughts have been masked
Feelings have been killed

Still, she's killing herself
In each moment of He&She

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

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Sailing on the Indian Ocean

This “Poem” was collaboratively written by Me&Van Prince couple of months ago. Please share your thoughts if  you like it

We are sailing on the Indian
Ocean, laying upon the deck
Decorated with rose petals
Scented fragrance of lilies
in the spring sunny evening

The purity of evening rays
The beauty of flying birds
The innocence of warm breez
The air blowing your hair
Over my face, kissing my eyes

I pulled you into my arms
Our eyes wishpered with charms
Instilled the feel of thrill
Hugs and kisses of riped r*****
In the nature's dip
As you flush your blush out,
foreplaying our way into
intimacy, I am deep in you
We are in the intense heat
Feeling waves under the ship

As fish and crabs swim above
The salt water, spilling
drops on each other
We make love and feel love
Enjoying the thrills of love

Looking into each other's eyes
Promising on the Earth under the Sky,Sun, above the Sea and the air which are mean to be cosmic creation of five elements

I love you from all of my heart, mind, body and soul.
Forever you are mine,I am your's
As this promise and bond
would never be broken,
our love shall remain alive
in this universe always & forever..

"Love is the essence of life
You are my love and life"

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Just a Wish

My quotes from Your read and share your thoughts if you like. Thank you 😇

Just a wish which is always alive
Clashes among the sadness&happiness
May not elapse like the light&darkness
I surrender to the plans of God
Which will work better than mine
And make me comfortable and shine Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

Just a Wish which is always alive

Nothing comes as a plug-in in life,
So enable your mind and change the settings to turn your efforts into results Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

Life isn’t a Plug-in

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Miss You!

Hi everyone, hope all of you are doing well and staying safe. This is to notify that I may take a complete break or may not be able to write so frequently for 2 to 3 months as I have couple of plans in place regarding my professional career which needs my full-fledged time and focus.

However I would try to read your writings as much as possible but please do not mind in case if I miss to leave comments on any of your posts. I am sure gonna miss all of you my sweet friends, especially my cute little Doll “IMRANA”. Until we meet again bye bye and take care 😇 ❤

I am writing down this poem
Dropping my heavy feelings
Triggered by your thoughts
Feeling your precious love

You became my fresh Air
My each breath inhales you
But I suffocate breathing
Not sure of hell or heaven

My heart feels you as heaven
Pushing me into deep emotion
And to unknown destination
Putting me in a confusion

Your thoughts are ruling me
Forcing to walk in your way
I enjoy this lonely journey
In the universe of you & me

Realizing, I can't avoid you
Your thoughts won't leave me
I keep traveling with them
In the path of thorns&flowers

Believing my sincere silence
I solace in God's presence
Seeking his love & blessings
Thankful for pain and gain
Making me close to the God
True essence of existence

Will this break really break the anchored thoughts of you in my head?? Never 'coz those are triggered by my

Miss you but never miss to think of you or see you again if I am ......

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy, all rights reserved.

Miss you but never miss to think of you or see you again if I am alive.

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Love is a life force

The palace of love birds
Built with the soft Grass
With virtuous wishes
Most sweet moments
And fearless dreams

Flying above the clouds
Beautiful waves of wings
Hums of soulful chirps
Hoping for good times
To have cute nestlings

As sweet moments pass
Among binds and fondness
Painting the pretty nest
High upon the willow tree
Near a little water stream

Never thought of a storm
Sudden warns of weather
Learning of life's forces
Swimming in a sea of tears
Soaring through the winds

Sluicing with all new hopes
In the path of togetherness
Two hearts inclined as one
Restoring the lost dreams
Singing with sweet voices

No struggles or storms can destroy the power of love.

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