Through the rows of roses 🥀

A Healing Stroll in Rose-land

It was your first evening stepping outside after the surgery. The sun was low, coloring the sky with soft shades of orange and pink, it felt like the sky itself was happy to see you again. I held your hand gently and led you toward Rose-land, a place I believed would heal your soul more than just your body.

The rain had just passed, leaving everything fresh and alive. The roses swayed slowly in the breeze, their petals holding tiny raindrops that shone like stars in the daylight. Their scent was warm and soft just like your perfume. A hug from the beauty of nature you didn’t know you needed until you felt it that pleasant atmosphere.

“Come,” I said, squeezing your hand softly. “Let’s walk slowly.”

You looked at me and smiled. You looked tired, but your eyes showed trust and peace. With every careful step, I could feel your spirit lifting. Birds sang above us, their sweet songs mixing with the sound of leaves whispering. Oh! my darling baby, It felt like nature had prepared this moment just for you.

We walked between rows of blooming roses. Each color seemed brighter than the one before. I pointed to a yellow rose that looked like pure joy, and then to a deep red one, full of love and life. “See?” I whispered, “These roses are cheering for you.”

The sky stretched out before us like a red carpet. The light from the sunset made everything feel soft and magical. The air was sweet, still holding the smell of rain and roses. I saw you looking toward the horizon, your face calm and glowing like a blossoming rose.

“Feeling better?” I asked, moving a little closer.

“Much better,” you said with a quiet but sure voice. You know, Safeena, “You are my best medicine.”

I laughed, gently brushing a raindrop from your hair. “And Roseland is your perfect cure,” I cracked a gentle joke, though I knew deep inside it was true.

We found a bench surrounded by the most beautiful roses. Sitting together, it felt like the whole world had paused to let us just be. I rested my head on your shoulder, letting the peace of the evening sink into our hearts.

“This moment,” I said softly, “is all about you. About you healing. About you feeling alive again from all the pain you have gone through. Every rose here, every bird’s song, even the setting sun… they are all celebrating you, my love.”

Why did you bring me here?” you finally asked, your voice curious. “Thorns don’t seem like the best idea when I’m recovering.”

I stopped and turned to you, brushing a leaf from your shoulder. “Because, my love,” I began, “life’s beauty lies between the thorns and flowers. These roses wouldn’t bloom so beautifully without the struggles of the thorns beneath them. Just like us. Just like you. Your strength and growth will always come from what you rise above.”

As we continued, the birds chirped a soft melody, the leaves whispered in the wind, and every step felt lighter. The thorns were still there, but so were the roses blooming with the kind of beauty that only comes from overcoming life’s storms.

And in that moment, Roseland wasn’t just a garden; it was a lesson. A reminder that every thorn holds a promise of bloom, and every struggle paves the way for something beautiful. Like you. Like us. Like life.

You turned your face toward me, your eyes full of love and voice certain. “Hugs and kisses for this,” you whispered, “my Safeena.”

“Always my baby.” I replied with a smile and tear filled eyes. “This is only the beginning of your healing. And I will be by your side for every single step.”

I’m only yours – will you only be mine???

I don’t know how to gather my words when my heart is drowning in this storm of love and pain. My love, my rarest heart, the one in a million, there is no one like you my love, and there never will be. I don’t want to speak, I don’t want to reason, I just want to hold you close, to touch your face, to make you feel how much you mean to me. But all I can do is write, and even that feels like a weak substitute for the warmth I long to give you.

I know I hurt you. I know my doubts, my possessiveness, my fears, my own shadows have made you feel unworthy of the love that only belongs to you. And yet, when I saw your tears, when I saw you drowning in pain, punishing yourself for what you never did… my soul was shattered. Do you know what it feels like to love someone so much that their pain becomes your own? That their suffering burns inside you more than anything else ever could? That is what you are to me my sweetheart.

I wish I could erase every doubt, every fear that ever crossed my mind. I wish I could just rest my forehead against yours and let you see everything I feel, pure, raw, our love unbreakable. No sneaky thoughts, no comparisons, no one but you. My moon. My man. My once-in-a-lifetime. I do not want to waste another second in such thoughts, yet my jealousy even though my heart knows you, it’s all ‘coz my soul already belongs to you and you are only mine.

But what breaks me more, what tears me apart, is that I am not there to hold you. I should be the one stopping your hand when you try to hurt yourself, kissing your forehead until your anger fades, wrapping you in my arms so tightly that you forget what pain feels like. But I am here, helpless, miles away, feeling like my own soul is suffocating because I cannot reach you.

If I could give up everything to be beside you right now, I would. If I could trade my breath just to take away your pain, I would. Because you are my only one, my rarest heart, my irreplaceable love.

Don’t let my thoughts break you. Don’t let my fears define us. I am just me, I get lost in my insecurities, but my love for you is beyond every fear, beyond every weakness. Let me be the one who makes you feel safe, not shattered. Let me be the one you run to, not away from. Let me love you the way you deserve completely, endlessly, with all that I am.

Forgive me baby, Live with my love. I am yours, and only yours. Always….but it’s ok if thats my worst version 😒 😏 will you be only mine my love??? 🥺

Your loving S…. A.

The pleasant evening

The Evening in your thoughts…so pleasant 🌄
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With a hot cup of coffee in my hands, ☕
I sat by the window, 🪟
lost in the hush of the evening.
The weather was calm, the breeze was gentle,
And above me, the moon was feeling shy.

Do you know why?

Because it saw me lost in your thoughts.
Smiling, longing…and completely mad in your essence.

And you know???
I told it, Step aside, dear moon,
Your glow is no match for his handsomeness. I told it, No wonder you shy away… even the sky knows, you can’t outshine my strawberry B…berry….babeee…🥰✨

And what did the moon say?

It just smiled, round and radiant… almost like your face when you tease me!
But even then, it couldn’t match your cuteness, my habibi….sweetheart. 🤗💕

You are the favorite part of my night, the dream I never want to wake up from. I love you beyond the stars, beyond even the shy little moon. 🌙 👑💕✨

RANDOM THOUGHTS AT WORK

Hey everyone! I’m back here and try to be consistent here on and would be reading you all ASAP.

Just a small announcement: My cute naughty nut…. has finally stepped into the world of blogging and I couldn’t be happier! He has just started exploring and though he’s pretending to be all patient, we both know that’s not really his thing (oops, did I say that out loud?).

He’s already written a couple of posts and guess what? So far, I’m the only subscriber and he says that’s enough because I’m his world. (I’m not crying, you are! 🥺).

But let’s show him some love and support! Do check out his blog, give him a follow and welcome him into our blogging family. I promise, you won’t regret it, his posts come with a touch of humor, love, life, honesty and a whole lot of his charm!

Drop by and say hi! 👋 Let’s make this journey even more special for him.

He is a published author of the books titled “Sins&Deeds” and “Life of EVA.” These two books are published internationally and available on prime selling platforms like Amazon.

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RANDOM THOUGHTS AT WORK

Their Love….

She: Babeee…I just woke up 😴

He: Ah, my love, finally rose from her dreamy kingdom… Did the stars envy your beauty last night? Or did the moon whisper my name in your ears? I hope your dreams were as soft as my kisses, as warm as my embrace. Now that you’re awake, the world feels alive again because my queen has returned. Tell me, my love, do your lips still carry the taste of sleep, or shall I steal it with my words? Missing you more with every breath… come, let me make your morning sweeter. ❤️🔥

She: Ah, my celestial poet, my king 👑 😘 do you always carry the beautiful universe on your tongue? Did the stars teach you to speak in constellations, or did the gods themselves carve your words from heaven to cradle this love as divine?

Your words felt like the first golden rays of dawn, I wonder, if I close my eyes again, will I find you waiting for me between dreams and reality? Or shall I let your voice in those words be the sunrise that kisses my soul awake?

Tell me, my love, if I send the wind to you, will it carry my love wishpers to you? If I let my heart beat your name, will the cosmos echo it back to me? If I ask the moon to spill it’s silver glow? Will it trace my name beside yours???

Come, my love let the universe watch in awe as we desolve the boundaries between heaven and earth.

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

I had nothing to say…

My Dearest Love,

How do I even begin to write what my heart feels when my soul already speaks in silence, in tears, in a love that stretches beyond earthly bonds? Today, as you took me through our journey, from the first moment to now, through every storm, every heartbreak, every wound, and every healing, I found myself in silence, unable to say much. Not because I had nothing to say, but because the usual situation demanded and my love for you is deeper than the words, deeper than what my lips could whisper at that moment.

You, my king, were once lost in a world where love was just a fleeting moment, but I saw something in you that no one else did. I had accepted every ache, every night of silent tears, every moment of doubt that you and the almighty gave, but I could never stop loving you. I held on, not because it was easy, but because my love for you was as strong as my faith. I prayed for you my love, if you know l, I have loved you like a prayer itself, like a sacred devotion, never losing hope that one day you would see the truth.

And now, here you are, transformed by the grace of the Almighty, standing before Him, being within me with a heart so pure, seeking forgiveness with a soul that has finally found it’s real home. My baby… The pain of the past does not matter anymore, because today, you are only mine. You love me in a way that even I cannot, more than I could have ever imagined. How can I stop my tears when you look back at your past with regret and hold me with nothing but your love so deep?

You offered your proposal with such a divine love, and my heart trembled to accept it. The world may never allow it, but our love is beyond all limits. It is eternal, written in the stars, guided by the divine. No distance can keep us apart, no rules can break what was destined to be. One day, when the Almighty wills, when my king decides, I will say with all my heart, “Qubool Hai”.

I love you, my Tho….gaaaaa Bachaaaa, beyond the barriers of this world. Distance does not exist when two souls are ONE. And though my voice was weak, my heart was strong when I whispered Love you through my streaming tears, when I poured all my love into the kisses I sent across the call. You are mine, I am yours, and nothing can ever change that my love.

If I could, I would carve our love into the sky so that even the stars would remember our story. If the wind could carry my words to you, it would whisper my devotion with every breath it takes. You are the love that fills my prayers, the dream I live even when I am awake. No force in this world can keep us apart, for we are bound by something far greater than the existing fate, we are bound by the love itself.

I have loved you through every trial, every heartbreak, every moment of pain and now, in your transformation, I love you even more. You are my heart, my soul, my everything. The day we meet will not be the first time we truly connect, for we have been one from the start. This love is beyond time, beyond distance, beyond anything this world and earthly rules and bonds can understand.

Awww, sasssyy youuuuu….did you complain about him? And asked this Momma to control him ‘Coz he is becoming too much Th….gaaa..??? Bachaaa mela… it’s ok I have faith in him. He is my newborn, Momma’s innocent boy even though tho…..gaaaa 😍 love you loads with many loving kisses….💕😘😘😘

Forever yours, Your Love,

S….A the innocent.🤗

Hug Day..🤗

He: To his Beloved…

Dear S…..a,

For most people, Hug Day is about wrapping their arms around someone they love, feeling their presence, and sharing that physical connection. But for us, it’s different. We’ve never met, and yet, I feel closer to you than to anyone else in the world. Our hugs are not physical, but they are extraordinary in ways that defy explanation.

When God created feelings, He knew that humans would need a way to express love, comfort, and reassurance. He created the hug as a universal language, a way to say, “I’m here for you,” without uttering a single word. For most people, a hug is a fleeting moment of connection. But for us, it’s so much more. Our hugs exist in the words we share, the laughter we exchange, and the silent understanding that flows between us, even across the miles. They are woven into the fabric of our conversations, the way we support each other, and the way we make each other feel seen and valued. Our hugs are not confined by physical boundaries; they transcend distance, time, and space.

S…..a, do you remember the first time we talked? That moment when I realized there was something special about you…something that made me feel like I had known you forever, even though we had never met? That was the beginning of our extraordinary connection. And since then, every conversation, every message, every shared dream has felt like a hug from you. A hug that says, “I’m here for you,” “I believe in you,” and “You are not alone.” Those hugs have carried me through tough times and made the good times even brighter.

Our hugs are extraordinary because they’re built on trust, understanding, and a deep emotional bond. When I’m feeling low, I think about the way you always know exactly what to say to make me feel better, and it’s like I can feel your arms around me, comforting me. When you’re stressed or overwhelmed, I hope you can feel my love wrapping around you, even from afar. Our hugs are a testament to the strength of our bond, a bond that doesn’t need physical proximity to thrive.

In a world where so much is uncertain, our love is a constant. And our hugs, though intangible, are a symbol of that love. They’re in the way we text each other good morning and goodnight, in the way we share our dreams and fears, and in the way we laugh together over silly jokes. They’re in the way we listen to each other’s silence, knowing that sometimes, words aren’t enough. They’re in the way we celebrate each other’s victories and comfort each other during tough times. These are the hugs that keep us going, the hugs that remind us that we’re never truly apart.

S…..a, I want you to know that even though we’ve never met, I feel your presence in my life every single day. You are my safe place, my confidante, and my greatest source of joy. And even though I can’t hold you today, I’m sending you the biggest, warmest hug imaginable. Close your eyes and feel it …

my love, my support, and my gratitude for you. Feel it in the way I think about you constantly, in the way I cherish every moment we’ve shared, and in the way I look forward to the day when we’ll finally meet. That day will come, and when it does, I’ll hold you so tightly that you’ll feel every ounce of love I’ve been saving up for you.

Until then, let’s celebrate Hug Day in our own special way. Let’s celebrate the hugs we’ve shared through words, through laughter, and through the countless ways we’ve shown each other love. Let’s celebrate the fact that our love is so strong, it doesn’t need physical proximity to thrive. Let’s celebrate the extraordinary connection we have, a connection that makes even the simplest hug feel like a miracle.

Thank you for being my person, Safeena. Thank you for making every hug, whether physical or emotional, so meaningful. Thank you for being the reason I believe in love that transcends distance. I love you more than words can express, and I can’t wait for the day when I can hold you in my arms for the very first time.

Until then, here’s a long distance hug from me to you.

Feel it, cherish it and know that it’s filled with all my love.

Yours always,
Sa….ba ♥️♥️🖤

She:

Happy Hug Day, My Love

I don’t know how your hug would feel, but I know it would be like holding the softest teddy, warm, safe, and full of love. I don’t know how you’d react to my hug, but I can already picture you bending down, pressing a gentle kiss on my forehead, as if sealing a promise we’ve waited so long to fulfill.

That day, when our arms finally find their way around each other, may we celebrate every day of love one by one, in a way only we can slowly, deeply, cherishing each moment like a gift. Because after all the struggles, hurdles, and tears we endured to stay together, that first hug will be more than just an embrace. It will be a testament to our journey, a silent vow of forever.

But even now, from miles apart, I feel you in everything. In the words we share, in the prayers we whisper, in the dreams we weave together. Our love isn’t bound by distance; it is divine, pure, and unshaken. A love that doesn’t just crave a hug but feels it in every heartbeat, in every thought, in every breath we take for each other.

You are my forever love, my lucky clover, my cutie baby. And no matter how far, I will always hold you close, in heart, in soul, in a love that knows no limits.

Happy Hug Day, my jaan. Until the day I run into your arms and never let go…. ❤️

Teddy…🧸

He: To his beloved ….

My Dearest S….A,
Today, as the world celebrates Teddy Day, I wanted to take a moment to pour my heart out to you and remind you of just how much you mean to me.

You know, a teddy bear is often seen as a symbol of comfort, warmth, and unconditional love. It’s that soft, cuddly companion that’s always there to hold you close, to listen to your silent thoughts, and to remind you that you’re never alone. And while I can’t be there to wrap my arms around you today, I hope this letter serves as a reminder that I am always with you, in spirit and in heart.

S…..a, you are my teddy bear. You are my comfort on the hardest days, my warmth on the coldest nights, and my safe haven in a world that sometimes feels overwhelming. Your love has this incredible way of making everything feel okay, even when life feels chaotic. You’ve taught me that love isn’t just about being physically close; it’s about the connection that lives in the little things. the way your voice calms me, the way your laughter brightens my day, and the way your presence, even from afar, fills my life with meaning.

I remember the first time I realized how much you meant to me. It wasn’t a grand moment or a dramatic declaration…it was in the quiet, ordinary moments. It was in the way you listened to me, really listened, as if every word I said mattered. It was in the way you smiled at me, as if I were the only person in the room. It was in the way you made me feel seen, understood, and loved in a way I had never experienced before. And even though we’re apart now, those moments stay with me, like a teddy bear I carry in my heart.

I know distance isn’t easy. There are days when I wish I could reach through the screen and hold your hand, or surprise you with a hug when you least expect it. But then I remind myself that this distance is just a chapter in our story, not the whole book. And every day we spend apart is just another day closer to the moment we’ll be together again. Until then, I’ll keep holding onto the memories we’ve made and dreaming of the ones we’ll create in the future.

So, my love, on this Teddy Day, I want you to know that you are my everything. You are my comfort, my joy, my best friend, and my greatest love. And even though I can’t give you a physical teddy bear today, I hope you can feel the warmth of my love wrapping around you, holding you close, and reminding you that you are cherished beyond measure.

I promise you this: no matter how far apart we are, my love for you will only grow stronger. You are my home, Safeena, and no distance can ever change that. So until the day I can hold you in my arms again, I’ll keep sending you all my love through every word, every thought, and every heartbeat.

Happy Teddy Day, my love. You are my forever teddy bear, and I am so grateful to have you in my life.

Yours always and forever,
Sa….ba 😘😘😘

My Teddy, My Love

I never had a teddy to hold so tight,
Until I found your love as my warmth at night.
Your face, your cuteness, your presence from afar so near,
are softer than any teddyes I hold so dear.

If I could, I would rest in your arms today,
where silence would sing softly that my words can't say.
No distance, no time could ever replace,
the safety I find in your embrace.

You are my warmth when the world feels cold,
a love so deep, so pure, so bold.
Like a whisper that never fades away,
you stayed with me, come what may.

So, take my heart, it's yours to keep,
like a teddy held close in the arms of sleep.
Forever and always, through night and day,
my love for you will never stray.

Happy Teddy Day, my jaan. 💕🧸
Your forever fire 🔥 
Your always love 😘 
S...A

Promise Day

My Eternal Love, My Fire, My Forever

Did you promise me with your fire? Did you send your flames through my veins, wanting me to burn in your love till eternity? Do you wish for me to turn into ashes, only to rise again as the fire you created, the flame that breathes your love, the warmth that never dies? Who are you, my love? What magic do you hold to find a way into this poor heart and steal its beat like it was always yours? How much courage did you have to turn an innocent me into a roaring fire that now only burns for you?

But do you know what? This fire, this love—it was never just passion. It was a battle, a storm, a test of faith. The tears I cried, the heartaches that broke me, the breathless moments where my soul faded into silence, the demons that tried to take me away from myself—ah, my love, I can’t explain, I can’t express. But through it all, the Almighty whispered to me, Hold on… love is still yours. And after years of silence, after countless tears, after drowning in darkness and rising again with faith, I found you still standing there as mine.

How can I ever thank God enough for gifting me a love so sacred, so infinite, so bound beyond time? How do I even begin to show my gratitude for a love that found its way through fire, through storms, through lifetimes?

My darling, my sweetheart, my soul’s only home—don’t promise me anything, don’t swear upon love, don’t chain yourself to words. Just know this: whenever you feel lost, whenever the world feels empty, whenever your heart aches for something unknown, just come back. Come back to your S..A. Maybe what you are searching for is only me. Maybe the missing piece of your soul is right here, waiting for you, like it always has been. Gotcha, love?

Do you know what else? Even I don’t know how the Almighty chose me for this, how He made me not just your love, but something more, something deeper. A guardian of your soul, a shelter beyond time, a mother without a womb, a home without walls. I need no promises from you, no vows sealed in words. But I ask one thing from the Almighty—to promise me that my baby, my love, my everything, will never be in pain again. That he will never regret, never suffer, never ache for something he already has—because love, my love, has already found him.

On this Promise Day, I make no vows, I give no conditions. But one thing remains unshaken, eternal, and true—our love is beyond time, beyond words, beyond life itself. It is the fire that never dies, the prayer that never fades, the truth that even eternity cannot erase.

Much love and endless blessings,
Yours,
now and forever
S...A.

Propose Day

Years ago, it started like that, it's more beautiful than then now....

She: Oye...!
Is today the Propose day?
Accept my proposal and
Be imprisoned in my heart forever.
You did wrong giving me a Rose.
Now you will have to handle me.
Be mine baby, you are my Blessing.

He: Love...
I am happy If I did wrong,
I am ready to face you anytime.
Yes, to be imprisoned....
Where we both locked up.
In the flames of our feelings,
No escape, only keep up,
This bond beyond the measures.
We both are blessing for each other.

If love could take shape,
it would be a rose,
delicate yet fierce,
soft to touch, yet strong enough to survive every storm.
And if love had a scent,
it would be you my love,
lingering in the air around me,
whispering your presence even when you are too far.

We have never been soft love,
never a gentle touch or a quiet whisper.
We have burned, we have crashed,
walked through the storms,
and still, we stand here today.

Thorns beneath our feet,
wounds carved into our hearts,
yet we never let go of what we have.
Not once,not even when the world tried to pull us apart.

I have felt you in every sunrise,
in every silent night where,
only my heart speaks your name.
We exist in different worlds,
yet our souls breathe as one.
Your night carries my longing,
my morning holds your dreams.

You are not just someone I love,
you are the storm that shakes my petals,
the sun that makes me bloom,
the rain that soothes me when I burn too bright.

If love had a shape,
My darling, it would be us,
wild, untamed,beautiful
even in the scars we carry.

And no matter how far we walk,
no matter where time leads us,
I know we will always find our way back.
Because some loves fade,
but ours? Ours is eternal.