The Ocean of “Love”

The Journey was started this way among two hearts 💕 not sure until when and where the destiny lead them to dwell in the Ocean of their feelings, emotions and Love which the world may not understand but the God, as the seed of their love is a blessing. Irrespective of pros and cons and the negativity that most of the people or society have about Love now a days, “It’s always a trend and never is an End”.

Please note, few wordings in this post contain adult content. Though it’s only a general topic or knowledge that everyone has and must know. I request, please refrain from reading if you are below 18 yrs. It’s also to those who don’t wish or like to read it. Thank you for understanding.

He wrote, after multiple harsh and hurtful replies from her.

Look darling, I will not have to bring my mother here as this is only between you and me.

My mother told me. In life, we will have 3 ways to be accepted or lived.

First way, where you can easily tell lies and play with people’s emotions by breaking the trust which is very easy way.

Second way: Where people stick to honesty, care and love but they don’t understand the humanity. Because humanity is not only about love, caring and supporting, it’s actually when though you don’t like what your loved ones do but still accept and show them the same care, love and support no matter what.

Third way: which is very difficult, you should always be truthful to yourself though you know what you do is wrong or sin which may be forbidden by everyone else but you yourself should have that trust and humanity within you. You must stick to your own deep inner feelings always.

So, third one is me my …… No matter what this world or you think of me, in the eyes of God, it’s a blessing and I really feel proud to feel you in such a deepest way.

With lots of love, happiness, care and passanate wildest way…my soul only knows to go as much as deep to express my life and myself either it’s about happiness or sorrow. Even the desires of love for that matter with temptations. Always my soul going to be thirsty to crave every inch of your soul and beauty to have infinite moments and memories with you until my last breath.

All these when I say, it’s not with the intention of lust. It’s purely my deepest desire to feel you so much mentally, emotionally and physically. I have strong faith on God and it’s a blessing to feel you dearly and deeply without knowing or seeing you. My soul feels you within and creating many amazing feelings.

Just as a note, if you have a doubt of question. Sex is natural and we must not feel as dirt, if it is dirty, God has created the Lotus to be grown from the dirt sooo beautifully. Like wise he made it to be natural but the human beings created one more thing called lust.

Perhaps my feelings aren’t for that lust, if sex and lust is everything, then I have porn free, I can access and see anytime. Though if I see that, it feels like lust for body which may expire once the pleasure is freed out. But I feel you purely with all my heart and soul which has no expiry and it’s beyond bodily desires. It’s devinely designed to preserve every moment soulfully with you my Love. I still fall short of words to express my feelings and love to you. Feel me.

I express myself so much always because life is short not sure of next minute or moment and we already have hell of distance that pulls me down baly to imagine what if this life ends without seeing or meeting you without having our moments. Again it gives me so much strenth to have hopes to live and cherish with the strong faith on Almighty who created this love of us. Let me write a poem.

His poem, 

Dearest Love,

Our Journey has just begun
It's like a Rollercoaster ride
We may travel through ups&downs

May happiness and Sorrow will-
Knock on the door of our hearts
But hope our bond gets stronger
Day by day with God's blessings

A new chapter has started in our life,
Hope this chapter has no climax
Which meets by the destiny
So, cheers to us my ......

We are like a deep Ocean,
Exploring slowly and wisely
Hope we should never come out
Of this Lovely Ocean of us.

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She with 🤍🖤 after months recollecting all those first moments of flirting and falling.

Sweetheart,

In the Ocean of our love
I am just the drop of water,
My heart always floats
In the waves of your thoughts.

Like the tide with higs & lows,
I only learnt to hide myself,
In the waves of your feelings.
Take me deep inside the Ocean
Or skip me to be on the shore.

I will live there in the sand,
Making a secret Castle in our names
Protecting myself to be within
Awaiting for your every wave,
To visit the fort of our love.

To make it more beautiful,
With your visit of alluring fountain,
Shining under the silver Moon,
When the time create our moment
Between the flowers of our wish.

I wish to be there forever,
Guarding our sand Castle built
Awaiting until your next visit,
Instead crashing it by carrying
Through the waves of your tides.

As our destiny is the distance
Which may not change in a glance,
I only learnt to hide myself,
In the waves of your feelings.

In the Ocean of our love,
I am just the drop of water.
Where your feelings make me
Afloat in the waves of tides.

"This love is always a trend with no end" like the waves of Ocean.

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit ❣✍

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Love is too expensive to earn

When he talks about his favorite things
She: Am I not your favorite then??
Ladies are ladies always 😍
He: Yes you are, you are my shadow
What would be her next response??

It can only be read through her tears

Love is too expensive to earn.
‘Coz it’s never tagged with the price
Money can never do miracles
But love can, when it’s true
Among two pure hearts 💕
When you can’t earn,
You can’t experience

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Eternal Love

His Letter to her:

You are the only person for whom I don’t wanna think negative or wanna think of separation. That thinking only gives me some kind of sensation. I can’t explain how it feels but it’s  like heart is just breaking into several pieces.

My soul just tares apart and due to that all comes out through the tears. I cry a lot, sometimes half an hour, sometimes half a day long too.  I have never shared this to you but today I felt to, even now I am just in tears, they are just streaming , streaming and flowing.

I know deep in my heart, someday about separation, might be a possibility and of- course it’s true in today’s logic but there’s a saying that “if we close our eyes it doesn’t mean it’s the night”. In the same way my heart don’t want to accept those things that it also a part of relation my heart just want to close it’s eyes and just want to feel the deepest love for you.

It never wants to open the eyes of separation. When it tries to open, it starts crying. Hugs (I love this to use instead of sorry/thanks to you). I don’t know if this is making any sense by reading or I am just making it long for you to read but I don’t wanna hide it from you. I sometimes just think I might have broken many hearts indirect way so, this is may be just a small punishment to it. That thinking even breaks me into several pieces.

You know what! when I was watching the series of “Goblin”, it speaks and says about we have in total 4 lives: 1st we sow the seed, 2nd we give water to it, 3rd is harvest and 4th is to enjoy the result of it.

I guess I have sown the seed of love with you in my first life and I just forgot to water it and have kept looking for the other seeds. So, at the time of harvest that seed it just making me realised that you are late for the seed of love so m just hurt in this life but as this is my 3rd life due to my ignorance I have to live for the 2 life so your words of separation give me a thought that 4th life of enjoying the fruit of it will not be in this life I have to wait till it grows n harvest it that is taring me apart from within.

I don’t know why I became like this that I just keep on typing typing and typing I never use to write this much, I’ll stop here..

After few hours I realized that I overthink a lot and have so much of fear of loosing you.

Actually “Overthink” it’s like having a fear of “will I be able to last longer in bed types”.

And we forget it’s never about that thing. It’s all about enjoying every time either it’s in gap intervals or not or being a planet how in universal planets always surrounded for earth maybe it’s in distance billions of miles away but still they exist and stand with earth and face the sun ☀️

I hope you understand this metaphor.
See love, make one thing fit in your mind and heart, have you ever seen an earthworm?

Earthworms are like this, usually if you cut them, they will grow again them selves and move ahead.

Similarly the heart of your’s and mine ♥️ is like that. So if separation cut us off. Don’t think that’s the end. We been separated so many times but somehow we grow our heart and never let it go away by holding in such a precious way. This will forever stay.

Even in future no matter what comes in life .. I’ll make sure that we both always grow this heart so much then no matter which situation tries to separate us.

I loved the Goblin 4 stages too and agree with them but I love to add one more main ingredient in this stage.

It does not matter either it’s about seed or harvesting or anything unless all of them don’t have their frequency attached to the soul that comes only in radio usually.

There have been so many ages since the radio was invented and if you take history of it and the present… one thing has never been changed in this era of radio.

“Frequency” always remained constant. What is frequency ? As all know, It’s that which connects the channels in the radio. Tuning into frequencies and listening.

So lots and tons of radio stations may be created or closed and it’s been replaced with many new concepts and shows. But frequency always existed till now frequency never left the radio and it always making the radio as radio.

So, our emotions and feelings which are connected are emotionally, mentally and physically are like this frequency.

Majorly, no matter who will be the host of this life as a partner as you are within my Soul deeply. It does not matter what will be the show of this life as I’ll be the classical era that can never be replaced by any show.  For example, how till today’s date “the Titanic is titanic” and always generation of generations keeping it alive.

So, my dearest love…yes may be there will be less audiences to listen which is our heart itself, our heart beats are the  audiences they may never love the show and always gonna miss the classical show and always have that original frequency which are our feelings that are invented with the radio of love started and developed since I found you as mine.

But it’s gonna be alive with pros and cons. Still feelings be there. Yes as all have it’s own flaws and deeds but what matters is we will be having this same frequency viewing up like how earthworms grow themselves.

That’s why, never underestimate the power of dirt as even the things from dirt are so valuable that human never think in day to day life for example earthworms.

I am honoured and blessed I feel you in this way my dear Love.

She replied with empty mind and silence

I am just blank with no ink
In my mind or thoughts to write.
I can mirror reflect each of -
Your feelings poured out here,
No power that I can beat or
Bare your talent of classic- writings of your heart and feelings.
Just in tears n great fears to loose you.
That imagination and thought itself pulls me down deep,
Under the Earth when am alive itself.
No words I can't write anything.....Love you....
I only know one thing to please
Please never ever leave me,
It kills me to imagine to be alive without your presence
In this journey of us,
I will no more consider as mine But ours soo please...

Until am alive,
You should never cry.
I am with you in every situation.
Trust me, nothing and no one have power to break-
Our togetherness,
Until our heart and soul are strong enough to feel and face each other.

I am just in deep sorrow.
Would love to be in silence
For now are for sometime
Blank with nothing in mind
But only you within.
Lemme give the space to my silence in emptiness.

From the moment -
I fallen for your love
I started loving myself
'Coz your care taught me
To care myself for "US"
My soul wants to replace
I love you with "I bow you"
For the darling heart you got
To love & feel me so much.

There's no end or ejection
For this mad thoughts of you.

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit. ✍❣

Ardor of their Love

His Letter on this day :

Dearest Love….,
Valentine’s Day is on 14th
So, I love to make …..14 times.

I wish it was on 28 February
So it would be 28 times 😉

As I always say, we never need any special days to express our emotions.. but this is just based on Earth’s perspective as in reality if you see there is no such number exist to count how many times  I love to make you feel with my deepest love.

Not just the desires but also in every way either it’s love, care, pampering or making efforts to understand you and listen to you with patience until my last breath.

Next year again this valentines week will be coming .. I don’t know how things between us by then but I know one thing and I wanna say this by using just an example… suppose if you get hurt or get angry on me for any reasons, if you soulfully wish to keep me away….

I will still try with all my best efforts to make you melt with all my heart to get you back as my Queen. In case if you block me ?? then I will express in my notes and I know this won’t let you bother but God will be witnessing all the emotions which I have for you. I know my love this is not gonna happen, I just mentioned as an example in case.

And hopefully soon we meet someday if our life permits,  lots of love, hugs and kisses with many more unknown and unexpressed feelings to you my Love. Happy Valentine’s Day. Missing you love….

She wrote:
Still...Until my breath stands still
I carry you within my soul.
The word part off must be a lie
That must not be in the Dictionary,
Or in the education History,
In case if the day comes as such.

Still...
Until my breath stands still
I feel you as my fresh breath,
I love you as my sweetheart
I kept no place for any hate,
There's only an agreement of
Trust between my heart & Soul
That I carry you with them,

Still...
Until my breath stands still
I can't stop loving you
How can I ?
You are deeply and dearly
Living there sharing my
Every moment of each day.

To be united and beloved
With infinite unique emotions,
Which are beyond the universe
Your love is my first treasure
May be I cannot express more.

Still...
Until my breath stands still
You are forever my precious,
I love talking to you through the Moon,
Wishing to meet you at least at the heaven,
As these hopes of you will never die
Till...&
Until the Sun & Moon end ruling the sky.

Like time...
My love for you,
Has no pause.


Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit ✍❣

Special is a Kiss or the Moment (Must read)

He wrote her :

Dearest Love…,

Let me make sure, my breath is fresh on the day when I am gonna meet you or making sure I’m sleeping good enough for long hrs and not having any sweating odours under my armpit.

Taking fresh mint or brushing one hour before the kiss. All this planning of self hygienic just to make sure if the first kiss happens, so it should be PERFECT.

After that setting up the mood. As first kiss with you will be very special moment and want to remember rest of our life.

So deciding which location and what time it should be done. Evening or night ? Crowded or full privacy ?

Dressing up nicely to put more efforts just to make sure this day, you are about to have a special moment.

Making sure that you are in mood. This is major thing to keep in mind. It does not matter how much preparation I may plan before this moment happen.

Later on…?? my heart is like stopped!

This is what usually most of the people do.
That they need this special moment in that way and for them special means all these things.

In my prospective, my special moment with you is not making only at the first time but to make every moment as special as possible.

Every moment of our’s itself is special for me,
Either it’s seeing you for the first time,
After such long distance or innumerable times kissing you but I don’t look for the location to be so amazing and romantic or we wont even be so much smelling in good fragrances.

Amazing moment is just seeing and meeting each other irrespective of external attractions but with internal fragrances of our love and feelings.

What if we get sick and that’s the day destiny make us to meet? For the first time? I wont care about fresh breath or any such romantic places. I still love to kiss you and still that moment will be special for me. With our love and deepest feelings, we would make that moment as sooo special.

Special is the moment itself. When we spend time and express feelings together. Without making only one day special and rest not. That’s not a sale. One day super sale and other days back to normal prices types.

For us, our togetherness is always gonna be special. As we are special for each other.

So, our first kiss will be special and not just first kiss but every kiss & romance along with every sad & bad moments of us. We always gonna make this whole journey special by being together is the biggest special thing to us.

But yah, happy kiss day for the purpose of valentine’s week and for the shake of world as they celebrate “kiss day” special but for us everyday is a kissing day and everything we do in love is special together. Loving kisses to you my Love.

She: A kiss to the Newborn

On this beautiful day!
After the cool Sunset
When the Moon was lazy
Our hearts were crazy
Awaiting for a light
To celebrate at right
My little Star was born
Luminously from the heaven
Making our lives shine.

Many more happy returns of the day my smarty....
Many loving kisses to you "Newborn naughty"....

Feel my kiss, as soft as the feathers and mother's touch.

Our hearts are flowers
With many special fragrances,
We spray them with our breaths
In each fast beat it gives,
When we meet and make it special

We are the world in the
Universe of our love.
With our own notion,
And passion of fondness.
Your first kiss & touch
Would be my flight to-
The heaven we create,
By feeling each of them
As a falling raindrop.


Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit ✍❣

In the flight of “HUG”

Are you hurt??
Hug me with all your heart,
Close your eyes and feel it.
Let your heart touch mine,
They have lots to speak out-
Their silence, let's listen.

May be you kept it holding,
I may kept it without sharing
Hurting each other for a reason.
Let them speak out their hearts
Hug me tight and let's listen.

Do they really deserve any hurt?
Truely no for our flaws&faults.
Now, let's open our eyes firmly
And look straight at each other,
They do have something to share.
Let them shred it out from heart
Do not look away, let's listen.

Let them shred their deep feelings and hurts out,
Let's feel their feelings,
And their soundless scream.
Did you notice something?
My tears are in your eyes
Your's are reflecting in mine.

Either a pleasure or misery,
We share it together like -
A hug, a tight hug by uniting.
A protection to feel & conceal,
Our sincere love & soul as one.

There must not be a place
To any unknown mixups among,
Though if there comes something,
We resolve it only by hugging.
It gives goosebumps to feel
That hug and touch of your's.

May be one day,
I would love to fly,
In the flight of your hug
And blow away all my stress
And lowness out into the air,
Before my breath blasts into the sky.

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit ✍❣

Flavours of True Love 💕 (must read)

He wrote to her:

Chocolates are not sweet,
It depends on the kinds
In the same way,
Feelings are not always sweet for us.

We may travel through dark, bitter moments at some point,
Just say when you or me lose our parents,
I don’t know how I would be able to make you better at that moment.

I may try to make you laugh –
Which may be worst thing to do,
May be I do nothing and give that grief space. You know, this heart won’t be in peace. As that moments this soul never want to see those tears tare you into pain.

This includes even me I don’t know, how I’ll be on that day when I am gonna lose my parents. But I want on such moments, our dark, bitter taste of flavoured phase. We should be One and able to handle each other.

Chocolates comes with expired date.
So some day you or me. Anyone of us
Gonna expire from this planet. I don’t know when but Yah, I pray either this expiration comes on the same day to us or I die first.

I think of our distance, later on I add up many things. In a lost way.

  1. Apart from distance, it’s a mystery if we ever gonna meet or not
  2. After that it’s about the circumstances as time and situations keep changing, will we be able to manage such time or will that time rule us?
  3. Time when you be a mother again and that Stage of those precious crucial 9 months and responsibilities of family, in-laws and ya your life partner
  4. All this plus protecting our bond with all of them, also when time you will be injured or sick in case or
  5. When your future kids cause you trouble or you going with issues of your family, in-laws, life partner or career or anything that comes in life

Everything is gonna affect on one thing that’s “TIME”.

And moreover, I don’t know how you will be, your nature based on these circumstances. This is also gonna impact with time.

I don’t know if we add all these things… how much time and in other words if you say how much or how many memories I’ll be able to make with you.

That’s why I keep on telling you that life is very short and every second is crucial and precious to me when it comes to you.

And you know, I always mention as your “Life Partner” I never mention ‘soulmate’ as life-partner.

You know why? “In chocolates kitkat can’t be a Cadbury dairy milk”.

Both May made up with coco
Which is sperm same material
But still they are not same.
Difference, perspective and thinking
Makes lot of impact.

So life partner can be everything
Able to support love and care
And be always 24 hours with you
Yet they can’t always understand you.
They won’t always be able to respect your choices and decisions.
At some point in time, they will fail to understand you as they have limits and boundaries. They can’t always accept what you want in life.

‘Soulmates’ are the same
Not perfect in everything,
Yet they always acknowledge in positive way even if it’s not positive thing. Either that’s your life choices or any situation.
They may not understand everything
Yet they will give heart to listen and respect it even though that thing won’t include any happiness to his soul. They still always have heart and be with you. Then either any mistake is forgettable or never forgettable,
They are like diaries. “Not always living together but still staying together as one soul”.

Today is chocolates day but for me.. it’s OUR DAY. Everyday belongs to us. Even the week .. instead of Monday to Sunday.

It’s
Our Day
Each Day is our’s untill our last day of breath.

Yes! I do have all these thoughts how we are gonna survive our journey based on all these obstacles.

Heart says only one thing.
The way in this present day you are able to survive. In the same way. Just have faith in this “bond of us as one”.

So happy chocolate day oops! I mean “OUR DAY” of chocolate memories with precious flavours of us 💕

What will she have to write back??

I am taring myself into tears
To read these deepest feelings.
Those metaphors scuse my heart,
It gives me pain to imagine,
That phase of "parting off"
Can't resonate with the reasons.

I only have tears, confusion, fear, feeling, missing, almost dying with all such mixed ups...
All together melting my heart,
Into a creamy bloody chocolate. No words, I can't write more,
I am almost lost, totally down.

Though we are independent -
With all the rights reserved,
To reach each other with no restrictions,
Still, we are strictly holding
And restricting ourselves
To preserve the peace to others.

Those are may be our family,
Any individual or parents,
Just to keep up the cultures,
Traditions or religious things
Sacrificing our hearts for all
I don't know what to name us.

May be I am for someone else,
Also you will be sure,
One day or other,
Soon or later but sure.
Not sure of hell or heaven,
Where the time takes us to be.

But, I am sure to be your's.
Except God and faith in him,
I have nothing to promise.
I keep up this chapter open,
Letting the time and fate to-
Write our epic journey together.

Irrespective of any existed -
Names for this love of us,
I would like to feel it as-
A blessing to have you for me,
Where I can mirror reflect,
Myself for whatever I am.

I was skillful enough to handle
My heart with many hurts to it
But, to carry these heavy- feelings of us with many
Blocks and obstacles to face,
I am soo week and can't make
A single day without you.

I know, the distance between us
Is like the Sky and Earth.
The universe is beautiful,
Just 'coz of them may be,
Likewise you & me and our togetherness. I am blessed.

Learnt to turn these tears
Into flowers and pray God.
Offering them at his feet,
Asking to be with us and
Bless us to meet one day.
May be at the heaven,
If not on this planet.

With tears and fears where there's no full stop

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit ✍❣

Hearts are together!

She: Oye…!
Is today the Propose day?
Accept my proposal and
Be prisoned in my heart forever.
You did wrong giving me a Rose.
Now you will have to face me.
Be mine baby, you are my Blessing.

He: Love…
I am happy If I did wrong,
I am ready to face you anytime.
Yes, to be prisioned….
Where we both locked up.
In the flames of our feelings,
No escape, only keep up,
This bond beyond the measures.
We both are blessing for each other.

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When he lay on her laps,
She leans up to his lips.
They look so cherry blossom,
Oh!Sweeter than lollipops
And colder than Ice cubes

His feather touch fingers,
Moistures her chubby cheeks.
The power in his eyes,
The fire in their feelings,
Awww that scenic beauty…
Steals the hearts away to imagine

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

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Loving Roses 🌹🌹

He: Wanna give u this rose and come closer to your lips and taste that lipstick and ur lips and look in ur eyes by holding hands wanna say happy rose day.

She:My dear ....., my love, my sweetheart,
I would love to turn -
Each of your sweet smile,
Each time you say that,
You love me more....
Every kiss that your lips touch me,
Each blink & wink of your eye at me
Every tease and tresure of our feelings,
Every beautiful moment we create
As my Garden of lovely roses
Happy rose day to my loving Rose.
I never know all these special days, Neither I celebrated anytime.

My tears are rolling out like pearls
My fingers are turning into flowers
Holding and molding each petal & pearl into an adorable bowl of my palms to place at the God's feet Praying to forgive all the sins  and accept devotional tears of prayers .....

I am holding my each falling tear as a petal of rose and sending it to you. Happy Rose day to "US"
Come more closer, let's kiss that Rose together and feed our lips more softness with it's petals.

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

Autumn & Halloween

My Letter to the November ❣🤗

Dear November!

I still remember
In autumn of last year
Each beautiful leaf that fallen
Which was frozen and brown
Taught me so much to learn
Every feel of its pain
The patience of it's silence
Inspired me to move on
And accept every season
--------------------------------
I might have forgotten
To think of you and thank
Thanks for your reminder again
The lovely month of Halloween
A brown beauty of nature weaven
I always keep waiting for your return

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy Nov 2022

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