Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Could you please tell your thoughts not to kill me? They are forcing my eyes to close and search you in every corner of the universe in the darkness

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are killing me to feel you from every inch of me seperating from my silence, sooo nonsense

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are ruling my heart and asking me to break my rules and restrictions to be your’s

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are fluttering around me like butterflies while I am asleep, disturbing my dreams and dragging into reality

Oye, do you know how hard it is??

Your hell of thoughts aren’t giving me space to breath and asking me to walk along to the heaven holding my breath

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are taking me to your bed and asking me to take you in my arms kissing your soft lips and put you for sleep when you awake and feel lonely

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are chasing me to be with you each moment but I respect your time and space, could you please tell them not to kill me?

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are reminding me to tell you that you are my beautiful blessing that I ever prayed for

Thankful to God 🙏

My dearest sweetheart do you know why your thoughts kill me so much?

Because you are the loveliest chapter of my life, do you know why? God has renovated me by his test of patience from my years of struggles and faded feelings to be perfect fulfilment with your existence now and forever until the last beat of my heart. I love you loads, live in the little universe of my heart forever.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you, Suma.

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