Oye! do you know

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Could you please tell your thoughts not to kill me? They are forcing my eyes to close and search you in every corner of the universe in the darkness

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are killing me to feel you from every inch of me seperating from my silence, sooo nonsense

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are ruling my heart and asking me to break my rules and restrictions to be your’s

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are fluttering around me like butterflies while I am asleep, disturbing my dreams and dragging into reality

Oye, do you know how hard it is??

Your hell of thoughts aren’t giving me space to breath and asking me to walk along to the heaven holding my breath

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are taking me to your bed and asking me to take you in my arms kissing your soft lips and put you for sleep when you awake and feel lonely

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are chasing me to be with you each moment but I respect your time and space, could you please tell them not to kill me?

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are reminding me to tell you that you are my beautiful blessing that I ever prayed for

Thankful to God 🙏

My dearest sweetheart do you know why your thoughts kill me so much?

Because you are the loveliest chapter of my life, do you know why? God has renovated me by his test of patience from my years of struggles and faded feelings to be perfect fulfilment with your existence now and forever until the last beat of my heart. I love you loads, live in the little universe of my heart forever.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you, Suma.

Copyright ©️ Suma Reddy

65 thoughts on “Oye! do you know

    1. Dear Ananya, I can feel you. Your comments n expressions are melting my heart. Tons of thanks for reading feeling it from heart. Sooo precious n priceless it means to me my friend. 😔🙏🤝❤💖

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      1. The time spent for those who care our feelings is always priceless n precious my dear.
        I loved n felt your uttering Oye! Carry on, no restrictions till n until you get tired 🙂❤🤗

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      2. Yes yes! Time is the valuable gift which has to be given to our near and dear ones!! Sometimes I feel covid was fortunate on one part as it gave us ample opportunities to spend our time with our family!❤
        I wont get tired of the word tho!!🤪😂

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    1. My dear Queen n dearest Michele, your profound comment has ruled out perfectly my entire Poem, so glad that it made you feel/emphasize. Yah I am really wrestling with those thoughts badly n madly. Loads of loves to you for your continuedsupport. 🙂💖🙏

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  1. Suma, how you feel about loving meand beinbg in love with with,
    very few women have experieced and observed and mingle in love
    as you have; because only real men can carry their woman to the depth and wideth
    that, Van Prince, has carried you making you feel the creast of love at love’s pennacle of love
    that every woman dream of buy never been embraced with in reality. I love you beyond the colorful contours of love and carried you in love beyond deep and complted love as very few women have mingled in love from haven-to heaven!

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    1. Love you loads baby, it’s immesesrable and can’t be compared to any. I am not bothered or concerned whether other women are deserved or experienced. It’s me as you said forever unexplainable how we both are loving each other. Only I know how much I wrestle with your thoughts in my madness. I belong only to you n you are mine forever.

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  2. “Your thoughts are chasing me to be with you each moment but I respect your time and space, could you please tell them not to kill me?” I love this one. I hate alienation and desire connection. You have expressed my wishes so well.

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