Oye! do you know

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Could you please tell your thoughts not to kill me? They are forcing my eyes to close and search you in every corner of the universe in the darkness

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are killing me to feel you from every inch of me seperating from my silence, sooo nonsense

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are ruling my heart and asking me to break my rules and restrictions to be your’s

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are fluttering around me like butterflies while I am asleep, disturbing my dreams and dragging into reality

Oye, do you know how hard it is??

Your hell of thoughts aren’t giving me space to breath and asking me to walk along to the heaven holding my breath

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are taking me to your bed and asking me to take you in my arms kissing your soft lips and put you for sleep when you awake and feel lonely

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are chasing me to be with you each moment but I respect your time and space, could you please tell them not to kill me?

Oye, do you know how hard it is?

Your thoughts are reminding me to tell you that you are my beautiful blessing that I ever prayed for

Thankful to God 🙏

My dearest sweetheart do you know why your thoughts kill me so much?

Because you are the loveliest chapter of my life, do you know why? God has renovated me by his test of patience from my years of struggles and faded feelings to be perfect fulfilment with your existence now and forever until the last beat of my heart. I love you loads, live in the little universe of my heart forever.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you, Suma.

Gift Deed (Property)

What’s the gift deed in property?

I would like to follow –

The ‘KISS’ principle –

To “keep it short and sweet”

It is the document of gift

The donor & donee has to sign it

The minor has to turned into major

A daughter was the minor

A father was the owner

Law is the document of fine tuner

Made the daughter to be a donor

And the father a owner to be a donee

The daughter was dad’s dear honey

Litigation among people for money

The situation made it to be tough

Me and my father was that part of stuff

I turned into the enveloped major buff

The document was done on paper puff

It always makes me proud to be proof

That “it’s always me who I am” from minor to major being Roger forever.

The vigorous attitude is by birth and in the blood of Reddys uplifting the power.

I had given a couple of days and hrs of time to think before deciding and signing the document of gift deed to my Dad some piece of land. Just Lolz. That was all his father’s and his own property. Who am I to hold the power and authority on it. But the Indian Law.

I am still not sure or bother who’s idea it was to implement it, so that I could obey their forced customs & values on some personal matters or opinions.

Though I tasted the strong spice of the consequences of my own wishes against my parents but still I do what I wish to do and never compromise with anyone or against my will and wish but always moving as per the God’s plan and his grace is forever mine. 🙏

So is what I am here as who I am happy with my own earnings and with the lessons learned to be independent irrespective of having an economical background that is of someone else’s efforts and not at all mine.

I am the salaried but never ever insecure about the job loss or finance because my Mom the supportive supreme goddess is my power and strength always and forever. My dad the inspiring Hero who taught the tough lessons of being credible and loyal. Their super powers and authenticity is never to be sit and eat but earn it with the gifted strength and talent tirelessly. I have lost some of their earnings and jewellery, after all these I was and I am still the dominant Princess of my parents.

Now: me knowing the value of parents, their pure love and their efforts I tried all my best to keep up my lost trust from many years but still me and dad always get into a true deal on time lines of give & take policy on money matters, 🙂🙏Mom is always the security signer on my behalf and always by myside.

Loyalty is beyond the death. It’s inherited and is alive in my blood.

The conclusion here is, there was a doubt of trust on someone’s mind made me to put my paper gift deed on WP. I love to live a simple life, never greedy for the things I don’t deserve and never got into any bullshit kind of anytime in my life.

So my economy, my money, my property, my strength and power forever are my parents and the little Godess who made my heart smile ( it’s my lovely Princess). I would never break their trust until my last breath. Thanking God for blessing me with world class little Galaxy of them.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you.

Bright Outlook

Your life has a value, do little bit of good where you are, that’s going to be worth living and being loved by the people surround you. Be courageous, this would be the quality of a warrior. Morning is the best time to raise our positive thoughts and affirm to be adorable and Creative. Have a wonderful day, with Prayers 🙏✍🥰
Bright Outlook

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you, Suma.

My Cupid Greek God

You are my “cupid Greek God”

I crave you but can’t have you

I love you but can’t live with you

Still you are the power tool of my love

My heart has been programmed to automate my love to you forever

I see the rainbow colors in your eyes of anger

I see the charming beauty of your stormy heart

I feel the noisy stroke of your spicy silence

I feel and love the pain of crying being alone with your silence because:

I see your feather touch fingers touching and turning my streaming tears into precious pearls

I feel you comforting me to lean on to your chest of crest showering your pure love

I feel you when I am awake, I feel you when I am asleep

I see your thoughts never allow me to escape

I feel the music of your romantic ⏰ waking me up at midnight

I see your cloudy heart behind my little sneaky smile and never tired to get wet in the rain of romance

I can’t look straight into your eyes but would look into your direction to walk along your path belonging only to you

I fell in love with you and touched your heart and not the skin

I laid my heart open to you to get inside and never permitted to exit

Forever our hearts are in the deal of heal to feel the togetherness of our everlasting love in this colorful life

Prince, I love you forever. I have a beautiful little universe created in my heart in the name of our cupid love which comprises only “You & Me”.

“you are my Cupid Greek God”.

From: Suma Reddy

To: Van Prince

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you, Suma.

There is a time

There’s a time for everything

There’s a time,

for each season, each reason

Each day, Sunday to Monday

Sunday is the time to rest over whole week’s rust

Life is the gift and becomes a test

Hearts are beating the worst

There is a time which is rough

There is a time which is tough

This is the time life is uncertain

This is the time life is in fear & pain

With COVID-19 keloid scars of strain

Human life is turning out to be twist

Dear human kind,

Mend your hearts to be kind

Let go of all the rich Egos

Look at the City’s chaos

People are seeking the help of choice

Live in the heart of needy and the God before you leave. Choose,

Swim across the sea of silence to find the help of choice

Situation is demanding the money instead of time, stretch out the helping hand if you can, for some if not many

This is very well known to all of us: “helping hands are better than praying lips”

Beloved ones of our very close family and friends are taking the last breath

Missing their last conversations & hugs

People can’t even see the one’s they love for at one last time, oh! God very sad and bad to know or hear about such cases in pain with no strenth to gain and rise again. Only pure hearts can be touched with the cause of good deed.

The current situation and lack of oxygen is also may be because of people who are ignoring the COVID-19 affect at intial stage and reaching hospitals at the last stage which ICU as must and leading to the sad circumstances.

Dear God whatever plans you have for the world or people are facing in their lives currently, we kneel down and pray onto you my lord, do not let us go out of your hands. Bless and heal the each struggling soul, grace is all your’s in the name of lord our God! Amen.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you Suma.

Not sad not happy just in the cage of silence

COVID 19 is hitting the way too close and knocking every door to become a guest

Having a delightful dinner and enjoying the party with the people who invited with carelessness to their nest

Numbers are turning into names of our families and Friends making them fam

Beautiful faces behind the masks you are not an exception, because

Millions are roaming without masks

In the name of Devotion in the name of function in the name of politician in the name of religion and in the name of nationalism

People are asleep in one world and waking up in another world of hell or heaven based on the sins and repent. Suddenly the happiness is out of magic with all the mourning moments and faded faces

Covid is craving more and more roaring at night curfews, weekend lock downs and inching each step to fetch the fame to feed its forced love onto everyone equally with no difference of rich & poor, caste, color & creed and fame.

Only virtual meetings are becoming the weapons of love instead of visiting parents and Friends directly face to face. No tourism, no favoritism suddenly we realise that power, fame, money, beauty are worthless and can’t buy the oxygen when one starts fighting for the life.

Only humans are put in cages, while all other living beings are granted life by the God to live free enjoying the silent nature. When human life is on halt, the Earth is healing feeling it’s peace, the world is still living it’s life and is so beautiful.

The nature is dancing in romance with the sky while clouds pouring the rain fall to make it more beautiful. Wow what an amazing view and people’s unfortunate just are allowed to peep out of their windows and homes wherein the birds chirp, cuckoos singing sweet, green trees are waving their happy leaves, colorful flowers are smiling pure and the cattle grazing on the slope, The life of nature is awesomely mesmerizing beauty.

So the message to human kind is crisp and clear to remind “you are not necessary” the air, earth, water & sky without you are more fine and beautiful. When you come back, remember that you are not the master to rule the nature by polluting, spoiling just being selfish to enjoy your own fulfillments. “you are just a GUEST”.

My Garden of thoughts and feelings sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you Suma.

Is the Paradise a place?

Yes, a mother’s love is the breez of paradise

Yes, a dream of silence is the truth of paradise

Yes, finding the calm in nature’s chaos is the peace of paradise

Yes, the nature’s beauty is the love of paradise

Yes, being a dreamer out of the reach to touch reality is the happiness of paradise

Yes, collecting the words of moments is the language of paradise

Yes, clouds of thoughts are the misty heart of paradise

Yes, finding the light beyond the fog is the power of paradise

Yes, finding a love in who’s going to find you is the magical moment of paradise

Yes, bouquets of flowers attracting butterflies is the birds of paradise

Yes, looking up to the stars and finding the one who broke your heart is the love of paradise

Yes, the purity of night Moon and Stars is the heaven of paradise

Yes, painting the flowers of love with no fragrance is the hell of paradise

Yes, knowing that fate would hit one day is the fact of paradise

Yes, learning to live lonely rinsing all the thoughts in the rain of pain is the brain of paradise

Yes, knowing the truth of death is the life of paradise

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you, Suma.

Love Proposal

I love you to the limit of heaven

I love you to the highs of sky & beyond the universe

My love soars very high on heavy storms and seems very small and blurr to the earth

But your thoughts are streaming in each of my blood flow

My love for you is immesesrable, crossing the rivers, seas and seasons to prove that I belong only to you

My love for you would shine like the stars, rain like the clouds and ring like the bells forever

You are my Morning Sun, you are my Moon light, you are my Nature

If I ever fond of anything precious in this universe, that’s only you my Prince

You are more precious than any sparkling diamonds and glittering gold for me

Your arms are my beautiful palace that I ever dreamed of

If I ever desired to visit a beautiful place in the world, that would be your warmest hug

You are my falling snow, I would like to hide myself in every flower to feel your touch

If I ever desire to face the hottest fire, that would be looking into your eyes face to face

If I ever desire to taste a dish of heaven, that would be your lips of cherry blossom

If I ever wish to die and go to heaven, that would be falling asleep with you

The rhythm of your heart beat is the favorite music of my soul

Grab me closer and let me close my eyes and listen to the lovely lyrics of our love written by the heavenly God

I love you to the limit of heaven and beyond

You are my little galaxy and my life is so beautiful with your existence

No matter how long would God’s wish to lead me in his hands towards your love but I love and live in each moment to make it more precious and memorable.

I love you my dear Man, The Prince called Mr Van. Love you to the limits of heaven.

From: Suma Reddy

To: Van Prince

My garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you, Suma.

Moving Minutes

Dear moving minutes

Look at my blinking eyes

Moving faster than your’s

In sync with your magical moves

In deep love with you ofcourse

Wait for a while before you decrease

Each minute my love for you increases

Feel my love and our togetherness

I love the way you treat me and tease

You are my yesterday, today and tomorrow’s source

Never ever try to part off by force

You are my precious charming “Prince”

I am blessed to have you and love you loads

Above the clouds, I am on my way to thank God for his blesses

I feel jealous people around watches

Let’s meet up in a paradise dreams

Let our love reflect in the beauty of butterflies

Romace in the flame of rainbow colors

Dance on the floor of darkest clouds

Rinse in the rain of purest flows

My dear moving minutes, don’t you love me?? Then my message below you see

My garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you, Suma.

This Evening

I see the Sun dimmer

I see the Moon glimmer

I see the Gyms busy making bodies slimmer

I see the saloons busy with their trimmer

I see the Domino’s Pizzas on the burner

I see the girls chitchat sweeter

I see the boys being flirty & smarter

I see the kids racing to be a runner

I see the people wanted to be a glamour

I see the beautiful couple makeover

I see there’s is a beautiful banner

Decorated, designed, attractive with delightful denote to visit the Villa tent house of my dreams taking the vacation to get into my fantasy world

I see this life has never over

I see the sad smiles feel to whisper

I see the God’s grace making me better

I feel sharing on WordPress makes me feel lighter

I hope all of your day & time is brighter

Thank you all for being a good reader

My Garden of thoughts and feelings, sow a seed of good deed if you visit. Thank you, Suma.